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Painfully Beautiful

by Niklas Li

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1.
B, F, E It will be fine I’m not wasting my time This chaos, it's my blossom I’m ending my tunnel vision It's all going to work out I'm going to be my dream Display this heart to the world And give a diamond to my girl God oh God Where have you gone? Why is this evil a part of us? And how do I comfort myself It will be fine I’m not wasting my time Chaos is this blossom I’m ending my tunnel vision
2.
Being Alive 03:05
E, B, A I miss being alive Having the time of my life Where I forgot time Stuck to my rhythms Not giving a damn about what no man says Cause I know, It makes no, Difference I remember the night So drunk, turned me blind Lost a bet, did something I regret You know don't count if you forget That everything is in the past Longing for a life I imagine A sorry excuse to make expectation pass But its oh so impossible To compete with what is a sure defeat I just want to put my feet up Watch it all fly by Like the time that I was blind By that fact That is all just an act/ its all in the past What are you doing can you define it for me Cause I'm just here slowly taking in the loving Again and again theres no end I feel so alive So high I forget time How were all just passin through You and I have more to do While we're still here I miss being alive Having the time of my life Where I forgot time Stuck to my rhythms Not giving a damn about what no man says Cause I know, It makes no, Difference
3.
D, A, G Get lost in yourself Close your eyes and go To a place where time is misplaced And today will be eternal All of your worries Are just forgetting the simple things So make a movie of your life Even if you're a nobody in all of our eyes And surprise may just knock at your door Find your natural growth To the open road that is your soul Break free from all these things you see on T.V It'll only tell you what you're not supposed to be But I guess anything helps Get lost in yourself Close your eyes and goooo To someplace where time is misplaced and Today will be eternal Oh interest will always persist Over perceptions manipulation These Jeffersons are coming true Soon enough you and I will be in a hyperloop And if all these hurricanes and disasters Don't catch us for saying that they don't matter I'll just leave my body behind Get lost in yourself Close your eyes and go To a place where time is misplaced And today will be eternal
4.
G, C, Em, D Take life as it comes There’s no need to run There no changing Deaths awaiting So die with honor Die as a lover Make is all matter Go and get after The unknown only you will know Intimacy the best-kept secret Leaving just perception So you question your ending Is there a way To make it all stay? Forever Cause boy do I love her How id rather die Then to know the sadness of life Imaging the future That what’s killing me Staying cause I’m a coward And somewhat of a doubter All my life Just a bunch of goodbyes So why even try As we get old How do we reborn our soul? Maybe all we need to know is to Take life as it comes No reed to run There is no changing This death awaiting So die with honor Die as a lover Make it all matter Go and get after Your future is running from you The faster you are the sooner your doom So hold on What is wrong With taking life as it comes Take life as it comes No reed to run There is no changing This death awaiting So die with honor Die as a lover Make it all matter Go and get after
5.
I’m having the time of my life It’s so good I could die happy So why not? Lose our minds And drift into a Happy suicide For we already feel Between life and death So why not? Go and take that step Off this cliff Go kiss this life goodbye And drift into a Happy suicide I’m not sure why I’m here Or If I should be any longer Cause all anyone is after Is a moment of laughter That leaves before it comes Maybe we should bow out Before I find out what it's like to die I’m having the chill of thrills That are slowly fading to black They're gone just like that To find out what left Other than these fading memories and these songs that I sing Maybe it’s just me But it so often seems You and I are here just playin' Make believe These dreams can’t come true Cause boy if they do I’ll have to die Just to feel alive
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Your as busy as a bee Thinking you are so very free But in this reality Its all for nothing Living for tomorrow When you should be here and now So come on and follow I'll show you what's left to do I need a hiatus From all my expectations Just until I'm wholesome TIll it's no longer fun Just let me be still For a little while It's a little hard to grasp Watching my life pass I'll show you what's left to do I'll show you what's left to do If you ask me if all just a story You gotta buck up now or you'll be sorry Be the hero you read all about Or you'll fade into the background How do you stand out When we all need to shout Shout out loud to hear ourselves sing I'll show you what's left to do I'll show you what's left to do I'll show you what's left to do
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C#7, G#7 Take its slow Were all growing old Watching beauty fade from our face Someday somewhere in some far off place Well be well be well be well be Well be well be well be well be Well be well be well be well happy Here I am passing away one moment to the next Life is short you gotta live how you're born For be warned that if you are short Or fit into some kind of sort Your only resort is to live how you're born Well be well be well be well be Well be well be well be well be Well be well be well be well happy Settle down There is no way out We all end up in the ground Try and forget Time we label as spend Life is short you got to live how you're born Take it slow there is nowhere to go Other than this moment alone Shared with another Impossible to recover Life is short you got to live how you're born Well be well be well be well be Well be well be well be well be Well be well be well be well happy
8.
Tommorrow 01:52
G, Am Tomorrow ill see the biddy eyes of my pineapple girl Pack your prettiest dress I'm starting to feel a little bit festive Tomorrow well feel imperfections that leave cement impressions You'll be a stranger that's a conversation starter don't ask me how I got to know her tomorrow will always come but one day tomorrow you'll grow up running till the dawn to dusk I feel nervous that's how I know I'm in love Tomorrow, for now, your my friend But I've seen you before ill get in the back I understand you need the good for the bad at least that's how it is on this planet For now ill sit and think Reflect on all these beautiful things Say thank you to whoever gave Tomorrow you seem to around lately
9.
Darling 01:28
A#, F Darling why don't you stay now I can't imagine living without You bring and take away all my pain Oh, Darling why don't you stay? Darling I can hear the sky calling Enlightened feeling has me falling Into this neverending sadness Oh darling How I will miss You and your soul You and your heart of gold And how you helped me find The secret inside Darling let's make today tomorrow Build a world for our own Someplace we can go And forget that the world is so very cold
10.
I...I can’t believe my eyes Everything I was once so certain of Is coming undone I chalk it up to being too young Oh, look… At all these things I've done I want to say That I am more sure today But honestly, I feel the same As yesterday Im crying im alright But inside Never, ever, ever, have I ever been More frightful Oh all that you sense is a drag but still I manage to see a little beauty in you Oh please Please pull me through Cause nothing now is sanding out Can I define what this life is Take me away I dont care who what of where Cause it seems as if we are all missing What it takes to be happy Last time I checked the world is mostly blue for you and me I cant belive my mind I dont think Ill ever know what to do So sick and tired of looking like I have nothing to hide Maybe, Maybe, maybe, maybe baby, you can save me From leaving before its my time Cause man does it sure seem nice Closing my eyes and just dreaming forever When all the world looks so absurd You need to make something or your ingorned Why do we all always seek more I.. I cant believe Im able to love, think, and sing Put down all these feelings To whoever is listening It feels like im kissing my life goodbye How I hope you are having the Time of your life
11.
People 03:17
People are bringing back the past And I'll be damned If I'm gonna let it pass You know I want to talk to you But I'm so caught up With what I got to do Our love It will never change But being away has been such a shame I'm happy to hear, that you're doing well Tell me, what there is to tell Can we remember the first day that I met you And be blind for now Go out and learn to love Everything all around Can we remember the first time People couldn't live without em Cause no animal can understand these feelings These opinions on just about everything Can we please just be blind for now Look into each other eyes Know that we will meet again In the sky and be blind forever Go out and learn to love Everything all around Can we remember the first time
12.
D, A, G, A I'm starting to see The shadow of darkness Slowly overtake the light I'm starting to feel Like im living in hell These waves are slowly overtaking Every thought, Every day A tad bit more deadly Than the last You can go back Please I beg you Do it again cause regret kills me Even if i know it to be a fantasy Cause this limitation has me wishing To create a truth just to see myself In another light And though it aint right You and I just seem to be Fighting this life
13.
Happening 01:41
C, G, F C, G,C C, G, F, C,G,C Happening to me Its happening to you Its happening to everyone You might as well have some fun There is no winning You might as well take the high road Live with a little hope And you just never know Happening to me Its happening to you Its happening to everyone You might as well have some fun Follow your heart Be happy for a start When it all ends Youll want it back again Happening to me Its happening to you Its happening to everyone You might as well have some fun
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A, G, C, D Everyday is looking the same Not sure who to blame Myself or god How come all that feels wrong Is what I want Can someone tell me how to come up with A way to live without being a slave To the way the world shaped Cause I just want to find a way To make every day no longer look the same Every day so mundane Cant let myself look the other way Or ill be left With scars that blemish My skin and my whole aura Como yo no lo se haciendo nada interessante Cada dia necisisto comprezar otra vez Porque cuando quiero mas Mi mentte decir voya atras Tu eres como todo otra personas Pero que sinifica esto Estar viviendo Si cada dia es mismo

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released August 13, 2019

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Niklas Li San Francisco, California

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